I just wanted to share. I’m still learning and forever will be learning, but yea. Lol
What are some things you do in the morning ? 🌸
Those are her real eyes by the way 😩✨
THIS ARTICLE IS 💯!!!!👇👇👇 https://upallhours.com/article/understanding-the-brainwaves-of-your-children
@alexandra uchi Nature doesn’t ask for much - it just loves you, and I love nature too.💚 What’s your favorite beach ?
@Alexandra uchi Lmao throw back. 😂🧡 damn I was skinny. Lol
@alexandra uchi 🙂😀😂🧡 I think I’m more beautiful in the 2nd picture. What do you guys think? 😂
@Alexandra uchi I love it when I’m Bronze.✨🧡💚❤️💜💙 I don’t look too tan in this video lmao but in person more tan. 😂😂😂😂😂😂 🦞 + my natural pale skin tone + a little bronze. 😀🙂😁
@alexandra uchi I went on a trip to see my brother I haven’t see in a few years. I think I saw him once in the 10years, and this time around again.🙂Time flies - things change, and ppl change. These massage chairs are dope.😀🙂
@alexandra uchi Whatever you may think is REAL, or the definition of what you think is REAL is REAL, because it is you who decides what is REAL. If you think a certain person is not being REAL that’s based on your definition of what REAL is. Your judgments of other people are YOUR stories, and everyone has a different story of themselves, and how they view the world. We have a certain perception of who we are today - but your mother, siblings, co-workers, employees, strangers and friends all have a different perception of who you are. The perception others have of you will never be the same as your story, or who you think you are. We are all simultaneously living in each other’s stories, and creating stories which makes life interesting in a way, or is it a distraction from us being who we truly are - pure conscious awareness? These stories didn’t exist in our lives before - when we were born we just observed ourselves, and the world, and we didn’t have a story - or at least we weren’t conscious of it. Sometimes I think we make up stories because we know that our time on earth is limited and short. Our brains fixated on survival are responsible for making up stories to comfort us due to the fact that we will die, or to make some sense, and purpose of ourselves about why we are here on earth for a short time - but those are just theories. We start creating stories as little children, and so it’s interesting to think on why we do that. Besides, life is interesting, and I will never have a specific answer. Even the most brilliant people DON'T have a specific answer on how, when, and why earth was formed and created. I guess that’s the interesting thing about life - that we will never really know its secrets - at least while we are here on earth. And so the point appears to be to enjoy the journey and to explore the unknown.
@Alexandra uchi Random bubble of the day. Lol posting my blog soon💜 Everyone has their own perception about themselves, and life, and their concept either stays the same, changes to reflect a more accurate version or gets more distorted as the individual ages. Whatever stage, or chapter you are at in your own personal journey is what it is - good, or bad - doesn’t matter because ultimately it’s your journey and it’s about you. You are writing your journey the way you want to, whether you’re aware of it or not.
@Alexandra uchi skit w/ @pagekennedy I’m late, but congrats on @megmovie I don’t do any skit throw backs lol This was when I had been in America for about 7month. Lol So weird how fast time flies, and how fast things change, but also weird to think I still have only been in the U.S. for 3years. Lmao 😀 Too many mistakes I made in those three years that’s held me back, but I’ve also learned A LOT, and I haven’t even started on the things I actually am planning to do. I’m from Tokyo, Japan. 😅😀 when I had a WEIRD ASS hair cut, and when my make up looked like shit.😂😂😂😂😂
@alexandra uchi @fashionnovacurve Clearly this isn’t a big thing, 😭 but I decided to take cold showers everyday! I’ve always been on the go throughout my life. I moved around a lot of places, and would get shipped to a lot of different places: 3-6months or a year was the longest I would get to stay in one location. I had to adapt to change alone frequently, and I managed to-well, because I had to. I hated change, and it was hard for me to keep a friend, and I didn’t like it at first, but now I appreciate it. In my early 20’s: traveling on a 2 days notice to Honk Kong With my best friend then, taking a trip to New York from Tokyo giving my boss a day notice, because well, I wanted to take a trip, or I would sign up for a 10mile hike, and a bungee jump trip off a cliff-so I could just shake off my anxiety, or hopping out of a plane, things like that would help with my internal balance.😭 I honestly feel like swimming with shark or something, but I cannot as of now.😔 To the people out there if you have any problems, or mistakes you have made whether they are huge problems, or small problems- face them ASAP, and take care of them. Problems that are internal, and or external either way PROBLEMS will never just disappear. They will chase you down sooner, or later. Problems suck, but without them we wouldn’t get the opportunity to dig deep within ourselves to understand what’s beyond us, and this life-well thats atleast my perception. I ignored a lot of my problems that grew to the extreme.😩 Problems will always get resolved the moment we face them sooner, or later-so, that’s the great part, but the sitting game😩 I’m not suited for that, but I guess I don’t have a choice, and I’m learning.🤷♀️ Even all this said whatever situation you may be in there are always things you can do, or work on. That’s probably a duh, for a lot of people, but yea I mean like I said I’m a movement person, so this is hard. 😂 Cold showers are good for your blood circulation, it’s good for your hair, skin, and it helps you loose white fat/weight. Cold showers help with depression, and helps boost your immune system. With some research there’s a lot of health benefits to cold shower.
@alexandra uchi I KNOW. MY BAD.😭 My eye lash glue didn’t seem to dry up even after climbing up a fucking mountain. Anyways, I feel life is really a self evolving journey. All the people around you from family, friends, co-workers, strangers, events, experiences in life happen, and exist to help you grow. They all don’t last forever, and you don’t either. This title of patents don’t really exist to me. My parents-if anything are students just like me here on earth. They’re a tool in my life to help me realize aspects within myself for my self evolution, and I am to them, and we all are to each other. We all are connected, and are a part of a whole universe of super intelligence. If you don’t think your connected to every single person, and the universe-taking a walk in nature may help you become aware. We receive oxygen from trees, and vitamin D from the sun, and water-something we can’t live without from the clouds, rivers, and lakes. The moon lights up the night. The moon is on another planet...yet it gives us some light here on earth. The universe is amazing, and so are we. There may be many other lives on different planets, and different dimensions, and were all connected to all of them simultaneously. We’re really amazing, and this life is extraordinary when we view the bigger picture from a 3rd perspective.💜
@alexandra uchi @alexandra uchi @alexandrauchi111 idk why some ppl didn’t like this, but a little tb.💜 I’m either serious, or not at all-whatever I feel in the moment I express. I try to express in a healthy way though. Lol subscribe to the link in my bio for some entertainment, or to chat 💜
@alexandra uchi A never seen before, and never will be seen-Italian still water commercial. 🙂
@Alexandrauchi111 @alexandra uchi This is pretty much the flow of what my first meditation looked like. Welp, kind of...you get the point, it was a difficult process-the least to say. Lmao🤯🤯🤯🤷♀️🤦♀️😂 We have about 30-50 thoughts per minute! When we meditate, we are able to bring out state in to alpha (about 15thoughts per minute ), theta (about 10 thoughts ), delta brain waves (about no thoughts, although, you may see some images ). Since I was 17years old for whatever reason, I met strangers who aggressively pushed me to meditate. At the time I thought it was silly, and I was resistant, but for whatever reason I kept meeting people who would talk about meditation no matter where I was, LITERALLY. When I say literally, I mean at rehab, strip clubs, in Roppongi (The Tokyo version of Vegas-on crack ), and so on, and honestly...I wish I started meditating earlier. I did start early though, when I was 21, and the process was a bit like what you saw in the video, but WORSE. 😂 I learned a lot throughout the years about meditation; I still have ALOT to learn about it, but yea. To make a boring thing short - meditation helps us be in the present moment. Blah, blah, I know “we get it”, but REALLY, it helps us be in the moment. When we’re truly in the moment we aren’t depressed (thoughts from the past ), and we aren’t anxious (thoughts about the future ). When we meditate, nothing owns us, and we are LITERALLY free, and connected within ourselves. There is more to what meets the physical eye. We WILL die. Life is very short. There is so much more than what we THINK is “reality”, and that is also just an imagination of what we choose to THINK reality is. Life is an exam, and it’s just an exam, a small aspect of a much bigger picture of what life really is. We’re all playing in a children’s play house on earth and we think that’s REAL. Ha ha ha.
You don’t have to loose someone by death to loose them in your life. Sometimes their values and belief systems change, and you don’t see eye to eye with that person who you thought would be in your life forever. It’s interesting when you start observing and notice personality shifts with the people around you. You see this person you care and love so much; you have so much in common, and they want nothing but your company. You get along, and never argue because you both communicate effectively to meet each other’s internal values and present respect, mirroring each other. This person is the first person you share your excitement with: new ideas, celebrations, everything from the best to the worst, and everything in between. You knew from the moment you met each other that there was a spark - a connection so strong - you thought it would last forever. Then one day you see them get out of sync with you for a MINUTE. That short little minute can change the course in your life if you’re not aware; in that unconscious space we can easily loose track of our values, love, and self worth. Maybe it was your mother who got fired, got into an abusive relationship, and then you see her smile fade away. All of a sudden she’s yelling at you for the small things, then she slaps you, she wips you, and then beats you. Little by little you see that you lost a person, and at some point they’re completely gone. You don’t talk to them, you don’t share your celebrations, they’re not the first person you call or think of. You ponder if this is a sad thing or a necessary action for your self worth. Now, you may be sitting alone with no one to talk to, just you and the space within you to reconnect with. It may be sad, but sometimes it’s best for you to distance yourself, and balance relationships you have with: friends, family, strangers, co-workers, workers, bosses and in any kind of relationship. Staying will only drain you, and soon enough you will become just like them. But in life, it’s all about perception. Maybe you found a part of yourself and you are creating a new space for more love to enter into your life. ♥️ I have a lot to do to grow but it’s a process. Lol.
I don’t think words necessarily hurt people, but MORE the intention behind the words that take place. Regardless, wether it’s the words or the intentions or both, just know its a direct reflection of how they feel about themselves. The way we assess people, judge people in a good or bad way is a reflection of our present vibrational frequency. We’ve heard this many times, when we respond to others, that is also a direct reflection of ourselves within. Two to tango-unless the other person walks away right? Lol We are all here to help each other grow throughout this life. Life can be a challenge at times, but don’t worry “ha,” the universe gives us a helping hand here and there. We manifest in each other’s lives, to help us recognize aspects of ourselves that need more attention good or bad. Self growth is a alone journey, a “look within yourself,” journey. That’s why it’s difficult because YOU have to do it. It’s a day in, and a day out, 24/7 work, we all have to do. Events in life test us: experience, our jobs, people, animals, and even little things like, waking up in the morning can test ourselves within-for the good or bad. What’s helped me is to ask what I can learn from a situation instead of a why. Shit, this is cliche, but it’s the fucking true. I have to keep on repeating this EVERYDAY until it’s ENGRAVED in my subconscious mind; so I can begin to truly make bigger changes in my life, instead of baby steps.😑 our minds are a muscle that needs to be worked out EVERYDAY. We can program our subconscious; It’s good to be aware; the more we realize, we can start gearing our lives towards the direction we are truly meant to be on. I’m still working on it, and forever will. Lol
Watch until end...🙃😂 every girl after a break up.😀😂 Jokes. lol. Almost every single girl I have been friends with, co-workers, strangers, family members, and more; you know girls and guys actually, and their ups and downs when their in a relationship.😂😅 I feel like I’ve always been the one there for these girls and men when their partner hurt them, left them for a couple days, or when they had a argument and they need to vent; I’ve been the one to listen.😑 I do believe there are loving relationships out there, I’m not saying there isn’t but it’s defiantly never for me. Lol I’m happy for those who are happily in a relationship. Everyone has a different definition of what happiness is. Since I was alittle girl I climbed buildings, played sports, talked about life, and making money. 😂 Never did I speak about relationships or marriage; I don’t know why but it never interested me. All three of my siblings have and one is married. Besides the point, we’re chemically programmer to be attracted to one for about 4years just for reproduction; after that It’s pretty much based on friendship; at least that’s what I think. From observation, people will be themselves in general, (you know, humans ),and I respect that in any kind of relationship with people. I wouldn’t never want to force someone not to be themselves in any given moment. I want people to be themselves, and I am too. I feel like we all have our own personal journey and to me, relationships are a 2% investment; I Would honestly say negative but to make the subject on a light note. 😂😂😂 I feel like relationships are mirror images of ourselves within that we haven’t healed; well that’s only if it’s a chaotic relationship of course. Otherwise, relationships I believe don’t work unless the person is whole within them selves on both ends. There’s that saying, “let’s give each other 50% and we’ll be 100 together.” I don’t think that’s how relationships in general of any kind works. One must be whole to have a symphonic relationship with another. I’m just saying, work on you, that’s a 100% guaranteed solid investment; spiritually, mentally, financially, emotionally and in every single aspect. Lol
It’s important to revisits the past if and only for positive benefits-self healing. Sometimes in life we may not be getting what we want, doing what we really want to do, hating our jobs, settling for a partner, settling in general; this isn’t bad but some habits and ways we have developed early on as children can be getting in the way from a positive and fulfilling life. For example, maybe you settle for a job you hate with a average income. Maybe you think your ok with it but you feel bitter, pitty and anger throughout the day, everyday. The emotions are telling you that you can do better or actually do something you love; that’s why we feel sadness, it’s a sign; if it’s literally every single day. Maybe our parents or some authority figure told us/you everyday that, having a average income is good no matter how much you hated the job. This child in this environment may not be consciously aware that unconsciously he/she has absorbed that information. Because the child isn’t aware in their adult life they carry it unconsciously. This childis living and doing the mind hypnosis that was mistakenly absorbed as a child; doing the job he/she hates with a average income. It’s good to become aware whatever the situation, experience or circumstance you grew up in; because the sooner you realize the sooner you can shape and shift the kind of life you desire. I feel this year everything is hitting me. I didn’t realize at all why I had crappy people always in my life-I falsely learned that physical, emotional, mentally abuse co-exists with love and it doesn’t. Anyways it’s good to become aware and heal. It’s good to start the healing process now. It may take years but it’s a step toward the right direction-whatever that looks like to you; you don’t need to be a Pinocchio on strings the moment awareness kicks in.
And actually when I say “who are you to judge” you can because that may be you. So I’m wrong by saying it like “who are you to judge” it’s fine we all have a different perception it’s cool. Lol I’m just rambling and sharing. Anyways I think we’re all cool just the way we are. Lol no matter how shitty it may seem to another there is another that “agrees”, whatever that means right? Life is simple. When you go into nature where there’s no people, nothing but in nature we can recognize that we make life WAAAYYYY more complex that it actually is. Life is simple but because most of us make it seem complex we all start adapting to that complexity. Lmaooooo we start over thinking this that. Labeling people and things. We feel happy, sad and make others happy sad. We think we let others make us feel sad but it’s not and we’re just concerned about another thing blah blah. I ramble and talk ALOT. Lol in general wether I’m with another or with myself doesn’t matter. Anyways I don’t know if some of you noticed I was drifting half asleep in the middle of the convo. By the way I know at times I engage in the busy mind and overthink ALOT but nature helps me unwind-always. I just wanted to share and say everyone is cool the way they are. Nothing is wrong with you at all. Even if you “look fucked hi to some” that is just a illusion. You are cool. You are great. You are beautiful. Your dopest if the ropest. Hey
@alexandra uchi @alexandra uchi @alexandrauchi111 Me trying to go on a diet. Lol My imaginary cat always judging me. Smh😑 but I actually love to eat healthy lol. I eat more dinner meals throughout the day than candy and snacks. It’s really all in the mind. I just want to be healthy and enjoy food. In any habits saying no this, no that has never worked personally for me. What worked more is to visualize and embody that I’m a healthy eater and what I pay attention to at the grocery store would be more fruits and veggies. To some I look fat but I like to be curvy so I eat healthy but also eat bigger meals. Besides the point I love food too so. Lol link in bio to text/call me ❣️❣️❣️
Interesting. What do you guys think ? ❣️
@alexandra uchi Going out with a drunk/druggy “friend”. 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️ Anyone have a friend like this? Tag them in the comments lolll😂😂😂